day 4.2

Kahit ang hirap mong mahalin minsan ikaw pa din minahal ko, kahit ang sakit ng ginagawa mo minsan sakin ikaw pa din iniintindi ko, kahit na may umaaway sayo kahit gusto ko na silang awayin para sayo ee magpipigil ako kasi hiling mo, kahit na wala akong oras gagawa ako ng paraan para sayo, Ako na hindi mapakali pag nakikita kong depress ka, ako na nagaalala pag may sakit ka, Nagpapaalala ng mga bagay na makakabuti para sayo. naging hindi ka lang masaya … napagod ka na…Sila ang mas mahalaga …Sila na nakapagpapasaya sayo, samantalang ako eto sinusubukan kong sundin ang mga kondisyon mo na pabor lang naman sayo.

Day 4.1

unti unti na akong nawawala sa buhay niya. pero ako… hindi ko alam. Napakablessed ko dahil marunong ako magmahal ng sobra, magbigay ng sobra tinuruan ako ni God ng mga bagay na alam kong ginawa niya din para sa iba. God ang hirap po pala ng ginawa niyo hirap po pala na magbigay ng pagmamahal pero ang ibabalik sa inyo ay pasakit.

Day 4

parang ayaw ko pa din gumising, ayaw ko ng bumangon mula sa pagkakahiga mula sa pagkakalugmok. Ramdam ko pa din ang sakit ang bigat ng damdamin. Ang totoo siya lang ang hindi na magsusuffer, I remember you said that let us not “suffer each other anymore” ikaw lang yun, Siya lang .Sometimes to be in a relationship, we need to be mature, we need to learn what is our responsibility as a man and a woman. para akong donut naghahanap ng kung anu anu para i fill sa butas na iniwan mo. Magiging masaya daw ako sa iba ^^ hindi naman ako yung tipo ng babae na papatol sa kung sino. Ikaw lahat ang nagturo sa akn, ngayon gusto mo kong turuang masira..

Day 3.2

Kada hinga ko nakakaasar… ang bigat bigat..pilit, lahat pilit, pilit maging ok, pilit kong umintindi pa din,pilit kong nililimutan ang pakirMdam ng pagmamahal mo, pilit kong kinakalimutan ang amoy mo, ang init ng mga yakap mo ang tamis nh labi mo ang ngiti mo,boses mo pilit tanggapin ang ipinipilit mong mangyari. Ang sakit kse gumising sa umaga na ganun pa din yung pakikitungo mo sken pero di mo na ko mahal. Masakit palang malaman na di mo na ko mahal. 😦

The cry

How much I pray to be heal, you’re the one who can do it, it’s the heart you throw away. I hate myself for wanting more of you each day. You only thought me how to love but you never thought me how to resent you. You’re the one who hurt me but you’re the only one who can make me happy.It is unfair of you not to see all of my sacrifices. There’s nothing perfect in this world, I clearly know that since I decided to be committed but beside you I feel perfect “somehow”. I don’t wish to have a perfect relationship, I just wish for you to let me stay.

Firmly Planted

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This is not new. We hurt those we love and we are hurt in return. When we love someone we will be love in return. It will be always and will never change, now I know the proverb of ” you reap what you sow” so live our lives with no regrets. Love blooms where kindness is planted. Feel the blessings in your hands and spread it out. So love, dream and cherish and good karma will always come.:)

REGALIA LOCALE

             As I stare out of nowhere ( a normal thing for me to do) the idea of having a vacation unfold in my mind. But where can I find the best place to be in this world? Crime and war disport everywhere and peace blot out all over the map. I’m thinking of having fun and wind down while others are flogging for their lives. I’m talking about “peace” here cause I’m a peace advocate. Can onerous killings make our desires come true? I don’t think so. Nothing will be accomplished, only the desire to kill again will keep up. Revenge will take over forgiveness and peace. Time will come, there will be no more blissful vacation. let’s have one’s eye on this world to shatter and await for our new tomorrow with our Creator, it is indeed the best place to be.

Lady in Pink

I

Her world is covered in pink,

filled with sweetness and love,

her eyes only see the presence of love,

‘cos her heart is white as the color of dove.

II

She’s beautiful suchlike a maiden in love,

her laugh is warm like my pillow at night.

Her smile is radiant as the sun so bright,

her hand is open so generous, so kind.

III

How much I love, how much I adore

this lady in pink so distant and pure

how I yearn for, how i hold on

to this feeling so whole.

IV

Now your away, so painful, so blue

I only see you in my mind like clue

her name in my mind, stick like glue,

her name…Ramielle… my best friend, the lady in pink.